In continuation to my previous suggestion, then I changed my perspective. I started questioning everything. I developed the way of rational thinking. After getting good 2 years of experience in Ameri100, I joined Accenture. There I worked for 1.5 years and now I joined Sopra Steria. But still I am struggling in my career. Why? The answer is simple. No one is satisfied with my work according to my expertise. The main root of this problem is what I experienced in Capgemini. Because I was kept on bench for nearly 1.5 years, I couldn’t coup up with the expertise according to my experience. And that is still being carried on in my career. I regret to say that, Now, I am in the verge of loosing my job. All this is because of ego, worst system & cheap politics. Now tell me where was I wrong ? Did I commit any crime? But still I am the culprit & suffering from it.

In continuation to my previous suggestion, Meanwhile I had planned to go to immigration to Canada. Because I had a love interest who was studying in US. I thought I could go to Canada & after few years can migrate to US. But after all the before mentioned incidents I lost my courage & will to go for immigration. Hence, I searched for job again & joined Ameri100. Meanwhile, my beloved sister met with an accident. After going through all these things, I again went into depression. This time it turned into OCD. My father identified change in my behaviour & we consulted a psychologist. Then while I was taking the treatment, I thought to myself what was wrong in my thinking? The main epidemic of thought that I had within myself was that US & western countries are heaven & our own motherland is hell. This is the reason many of us fail in life. We blindly think ourselves as inferior to others. This is where British are still winning over us. Where is the root of all this? I leave this to you.

In continuation to my previous suggestion, And I had newly joined Capgemini. So there was fresher pressure. My Manager and colleagues were not so helpful. Instead they started competing & again that increased the pressure. Along with all these, I was an aspiring student. I wanted to pursue higher education. But what to do, people pursued MTech from a prestigious college were joined along with me with more or less same package that of mine. So, I was aspiring to go to US to pursue MS. But in all this chaos I got lost & I didn’t even got the correct expertise according to my experience after 4 years. This happened from 2015 to 2019. Then I decided to end my woes & resigned from Capgemini. The next day I resigned, my dad underwent open heart surgery. My beloved grandpa went to Canada to meet my aunt. COVID-19 came, he couldn’t survive the weather there & he died. You might be whatever so called advanced country but you couldn’t save a life.

In continuation to my previous suggestion, In my Engineering college I got good friends who helped me to come out of depression and assisted me in studying and understanding the concepts of Information Science and Engineering. But nothing will come for free. In the process of learning I used to get number of scoldings & humiliations from my friends. But still I used to learn from it with patience. Finally, I graduated from my college and got placed in Capgemini. But who knew that would be the last happiness I would have had in my life. After joining Capgemini, right from first I was tortured like anything. The work location was approximately 25 Kms from my home & in this Bangalore traffic it used to take 2.5 hours to travel on one side that means travelling 5 hours a day. I was not able to take any PG as the salary was less. So I considered buying a car, in case of emergency. So, I took car loan and again the pressure increased. Meanwhile I was just passed out of the college.

In continuation to my previous suggestion, But my friend who had got worst rank than me got the medical seat due to reservation. Then I came to know about & the adverse effects of reservation. See reservation is a tool to uplift the backward classes of the society. There is no doubt in that. But is it really doing so? This is the question to be asked. While providing reservation we have to keep in the mind whether it is reaching the weakest of the society. Not some group of people who are rich and able who can simply access the reservation based on their caste and creed. So after knowing, thinking, analysing and understanding about reservation, what crossed my mind was, even in caste reservation there should be a minimum bar of Income of the family should be kept like that of Super Numerary Quota. Then it will reach the real weaker sections of the society. Now, after loosing medical seat I got depressed. I was in agony. Then as there was no other option I joined IT Engineering.

Modi.ji, I would like to express the experience of my life and how the patriotism in me blossomed in words to you. Firstly, from my childhood I was a bright student. But I was encouraged to by heart the syllabus rather than understand rationally. Also, from my childhood days I was projected that the Western Countries and especially America is heaven & our country is hell. But my experience was not like that as I had many friend, used to play with them & life moved on. As I reached 10th, I scored well in the state syllabus, above 93%. But the 11th & 12th was not same, as the syllabus greatly increased and it was hell of a difference in both. Then I got to know the value of learning by understanding the concepts. This changed my perspective towards studying. Even after putting all my efforts, I could score only 84% in PU viz.., 1% less than distinction. But I got good medical rank and still did not got medical seat.

Patriotism is an internal feeling convert into action in favour of country interest by a dutiful citizen.it is a way of do something for all round betterment of our country.it is a path to walk million people for achieve country goal.my experiance is to patriotism is a highest achievement in life of any dutiful citizen.my mantra is One step taken for achieve patriotism goal.

Patriotism is a strong internal feeling for doing every thing to all round development of country.it is a phenomena of devotion and dedication for social,cultural,religious and spiritual development of country.it is a path of sacrifice and balidan for betterment of country.it is a highest level of power for develop patriotism in human being.our experiance is to great achievement for any citizen.

Patriotism is more than just love for one's country; it is a commitment to its ideals and a willingness to defend them at all costs. The sacrifices of those who bled for our nation are a testament to the power of this commitment. In the annals of history, there are countless tales of valor and sacrifice, where men and women have bled for the nation they held dear. They fought on the frontlines, in the streets, and within the corridors of power, battling oppressive regimes, foreign invaders, and the forces of injustice. Their blood, shed on the battlefields and in the dungeons of tyranny, watered the seeds of freedom that we enjoy today. We celebrate our independence today with grandeur and festivity, honoring the memories of those who have bled for our nation. Their selfless contributions remind us of the importance to uphold the values of democracy, equality & justice. Yet, patriotism is not merely about celebrating our achievements, it's a commitment to building a better tomorrow.

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